Missing Matt

So today is the third day matt has been away and I feel sad, I miss him, I sound pathetic, but this is the longest we have been apart since we have been married!! The house feels really empty with out him, and it's not like the cats can talk to me!!!
I also have another problem, I owe my rover crew money which is fine, I owe them, but it means I can't be booted, well you say, just pay them!!! It's not that easy, I now get paid monthly and because Matt is away, he needs all his pay to get him through, as he has to pay for accomodation and food etc. so I can't really use his money, and I need to make my money last as I need to pay for all the stuff associated with baw baw and my living expenses!!! So I am not sure what to do, I think I will sleep on it before I make any rash decesions. It's just I have had to change my boot like so many times and to now tell people that it is not happening, I dunno, I just want a party, I don't care about presents or anything like that. I just think people will once again get shitty with me for changing it, and there are up sides for not having it at baw baw, well for one thing, my finances are not great and so the thought of hiring a costume kinda scares me, as I need all my money! Gee I dunno what to do!!!!
I wish Matt was here so we could talk about it more than just over the phone. Plus if I don't have it at baw baw then I can take my time paying the money back and Matt will be there for it. I think I will call Fiona she always has good advice!!!
Maybe I just wont have a boot party?????
Anyway on the upside I booked another mk class last night and am calling 2 people about booking a class on thursday night. So fingers crossed I want to do 10 in August but I would be happy with 6 which means I only need to book 2 more!!!
Well I am gonna go as it is almost time to leave work!!! Till next time.....
I just remembered I made matt and Mel simpson characters So I will put them in here!!!